Meditation
is a state of whole being, whole life, neither
exclusively of mind and its movements, nor brain
and its cerebral activities nor the body and
its activities. It is not contemplation, reflection,
concentration, sensual, non-sensual, occult
or transcendental. It is not the result of some
mental activity. It can not be brought about
by any intellectual gymnastics, emotional stimulations,
drugs or any chemical tricks. It is not the
result of psycho-physical activity.
One can contemplate or concentrate about certain
things. One can collect information, select
or reject some and arrive at certain conclusions.
One can deduce many theories, express thoughts.
It sharpens the brain but all these are not
meditation.
When all mental activities fade away, when there
is no desire to force the mind, to suppress
or repress it or even to drug it, but then meditation
pervades - the vast field of consciousness -
where it is related to every movement in personal
and collective life.
Meditation is related to the way one gets, move,
walk, talk, read, study, eat, drink, put on
or put off clothes or shoes, the way one gesticulate
or articulate throughout the day. So it is related
to the total life.
Meditation
or DHYAN is a state of being on
which there is effortless and choice less awareness
of what life is within and around. There is
no mental activity as such but a state of being.
It is a way of living in dynamic attention,
in dynamic awareness of what life is. It is
inhibited, unconditional movement of individual
consciousness in harmony with the universal
life. It is a non-cerebral movement, a movement
of that part of brain which inhibited by conditioning
through education, culture, civilization and
socio-economic contents of life. It cannot be
a means to an end.
Meditation
is the transcendence of the conditioned brain
where I-Consciousness, e.g., the experiencer
and experiences comes to an end; where the boundaries
of time & space; in which the I-Consciousness
moves from moment to moment; fade away into
nothingness, where duality comes to an end;
the fragmentary subject-object relationship
with life subsides completely.
Every
word is associated with emotions, sentiments,
philosophy etc. Now the 'meditation' is also
associated with many things. Meditation means
"to meditate about", "to meditate
upon". So it implies a mental or cerebral
activity in which there is a relationship of
subject and object. I read a philosophy, find
out variety of objects and meditate upon that.
In that sense meditation means to focus one's
attention exclusively on a pre-determined point
for a given time and it would involve conscious
effort to sustain attention, to focus attention
on that point. Such a mental activity is called
concentration and not meditation. What DHARNA
implies is same as that of concentration.
Concentration can relax the nerves, soothe the
troubled psyche, create a chemical balance in
the body and stimulate the latent powers of
mind and non-sensual experiences. Such a development
does not lead to the radical transformation
of the duality of life.
Concentration may stimulate powers, experiences;
make a person powerful and those who are troubled,
those who are fired of sensual pleasures, those
who live in economic & political security,
to obtain non-sensual pleasures, to acquire
transcendental powers and so on. It is a game
in the psychic world, and the spirit of adventure
creates an inner compulsion to seek these experiences.
There is nothing wrong about it provided one
is clear about the purpose. Concentration has
nothing to do with religion, spirituality, the
discovery of truth, meditation, liberation and
nirvana. It is absolutely in the opposite direction
strengthening the I-Consciousness, heightening
the I-Consciousness, widening the sphere of
cerebral penetration.
There
should be a flame of enquiry to learn, to see,
to find out the inhibitions of motives, intentions
and ambitions wither away. There must be a motiveless
state in the beginning of discovery. The genuine
enquiry eliminates all inhibitions, emotions
and conditioning and creates pliability of humility
& tenderness. Fearlessness results out of
this. This tenderness releases latent energies
- muscular, nervous, glandular, cerebral and
non-cerebral - which were blocked up due to
the rigidity of I-Consciousness.
To be in a state of enquiry is to be in the
state of bliss because the enquiry is going
to explode into realization. There should not
be emotional, intellectual attraction to this
enquiry, no fascination or excitement.
Unless
one has an urge to find out what is beyond time
& space, what is beyond mind, what is beyond
conditioned brain, what is beyond experiencer
and act of experiencing, what is beyond act
of observation and observer, the thought and
thing, what is beyond symbols, what is beyond
cerebral ways of behavior, unless there is innate
passion to find out to discover for oneself,
one will not be equipped to live the meditative
way. It is therefore absolutely necessary to
have the pure, smokeless flame of enquiry, which
is the urge to find out, to discover, to learn
for self and not for any extraneous purpose,
but as a fulfillment in it self, to find out
what the meaning of life is, for the fun of
it, for the joy of it.
So this state of genuine enquiry is the state
of chemical poise and nervous relaxation from
one's physical and biological mechanism. Meditation
requires that a person is healthy and sound
in body & mind. For that various aspects
of Hath Yoga are useful.
The second step is the acquaintance of the movement
of the mind. Physical movement is not a problem
but a cerebral movement can be an obstacle.
So one has to understand what the mind is, anatomy
of mind, how a thought moves, how reflexes comes.
How they control one's perceptions, how they
govern one's relationships with other.
And
for all that one has to learn what observation
is? No interpretation, no analysis, no comparison,
no judgment, but to have the awareness of the
movement of mind. There is no resistance. It
breeds friction that results in reaction, e.g.,
annoyance, irritation, and the state of observation
is lost. These resistances become experiences
and experience acts as a defense mechanism as
memory. Thus the brain is conditioned and the
state of virgin observation is lost.
One
has to learn to observe the thoughts as they
come. One should sit everyday for sometime keeping
the spine and neck erect and observe the movement
of thoughts. Day by day one has to re-educate
oneself as how to observe. There are times when
experiencer steps in and the state of observation
is lost.
When sitting and observing, neither accurately
nor inaccurately, dual mental activity is held
in abeyance, neither the doer nor the experiencer.
Then this state begins to permeate the working
hours and hectic physical activity, sleep and
dreams. We are not aware in a manner but we
are attentive to our motives, experiences.
Awareness
and attention comes. We are constantly aware,
constantly attentive. If this is not so then
we are not observing. Time comes when we are
aware throughout day and night. All the experiences
and knowledge of total humanity is contained
in the individual consciousness. When this awareness
is maintained, those experiences, knowledge,
past impressions comes on the surface, hidden
powers of psyche begin to manifest, e.g., clairvoyance
etc. Then all these start diminishing gradually
and one enter into silence where there is no
I-Consciousness.
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